doing my time

I'm having a pretty miserable weekend, buried under nearly a hundred shitty response papers, and suffering from some fairly nasty vertigo, which seems to have gotten worse in the last week, instead of better. It appears that the physical therapy is not working. I'm not sure what this means, but it probably isn't good, since BPPV is my most desirable diagnosis. After that, it's a tumor or early onset Meniere's disease, which is progressive, incurable and causes deafness. I really don't know what to do, or how I'm going to continue doing my job and working on my dissertation if I get much worse. I have about two fingers on the windowsill as it is. Everyday is just like the last; I wake up hoping I'll feel better, and I don't. This sucks.